Bleu Neptune

What is love? I thought I knew the best definition I ran into a quiet boy who was similar to me  I thought I could had trusted him I thought I had finally found the one for me Oh then why it hurt so much  When his words cut through my heart unexpectedly  I loved him with all my heart, my soul, my body and every cell of my being  I dreamed of dancing under the moonlight with him and holding his hand running in the rain  Oh then why it hurt so much  When his words cut through my heart  unexpectedly  The precious moments of singing songs with him in harmony and I felt so close to him. I loved hearing his laughter that sounded like music to my ears Oh then why it hurt so much When his words cut through my heart unexpectedly How I wished I could be close to him  But I knew it would only hurt me  I thought friendship was the only way to be there for him Only to learn that I had to let him be  Hoping that eventually he'll be the love he never felt before And I will be the love that I need

Staying single is like a breeze Something I have excelled since being at the womb of my mother I have been single forever if you don't count that short-lived dating experience in one summer of Australia, a budding but not-meant-to-be relationship that I flew thousands of miles into a snowland for and several crushes turned into crashes.  I have always been as true as my sign of Pisces and personality type INFP...a hopeless romantic person. Many days are spent day dreaming of finally meeting that one person that sees me and understand each other's thoughts. A connection of heart, mind, body and soul.  No distance is too far. Nothing seems like an obstacle in my eyes. As long as we love each other. But I just ended up facing disappointment after disappointment, heartache after heartache, tears that could drown the ocean.  Until I learned that all romance is fiction. Love songs, novels and movies are bullcraps to brainwash someone with a sensitive heart like me into believing fair