Grieving: Story I
Crying alone in my room Having a conversation with myself Letting the tears to wash over my wound Grieving and embracing all the pain and loss Questioning my worth and lovability Being a good girl and understanding Seeing all the patterns of the past I burn with all my love I would go to the end of the earth for that one soul Only finding out that it has all been a big disapppointment in the end Letting go of resentment Letting go of all the striving to prove my worth Letting go of what I have been holding onto for dear life No longer abandoning myself Having the peace back again Will there be someone who can see me? That I am not too much All I want is simplicity A connection of soul and heart with authenticity, honesty, respect, mutual growth, commitment and love I still need time to grieve I don't know how long it is gonna be But I don't want to repeat the same old story I will try with all my might to seek healing Even if everyone is leaving me I will always be