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Holding on

I am on trial time and time again for the same things I cannot run away from it until I  go through it. There is something in me that is darker than darkness. Yet, his light is brighter. He's strengthened me. I've got a Daddy that disciplines me. Despite of this heartburn feeling, I have learned to move on. I am distracted by ten million things. Some are good things, actually. But there is only one way to go I feel the craving more than what is brought to me divinely My nature inclines to that direction of destruction I feel the flesh soothed instantly yet temporarily. I am forever craving for this drug. My heart is hollow like the last withered petal crushed by a falling leave. It's hurting. It's hurting to choose the other way. Yet, I feel freer than ever I feel the life start filling in me I don't know when I will be there the place I will find rest But now I am holding on you. For your word is a lamp to my feet and a light to my path.