Bleu Neptune

I opened my eyes looking into the dark I reached out my hands trying to grasp something in the air I  looked within creating the dreams imagining what I could be The imposter enticed to create an image that I believe that I am "Yeah, I will find you a way of peace and love as long as you reach your highest dreams. Here is the list of collection" I held onto one thing and another I thought I had found it I thought I had found who I am I thought I had found where I belong I opened my eyes looking into the dark making goals and plans one after another like blowing a balloon Eventually it's gonna explode imposter whispered "Yes, yes, yes I will give you the way of peace and love, as long as you get your goals done" I opened my eyes looking into the dark I am looking for where I belong I went among the people with the same complexion But I can't find the connection I left the familiar I gathered with the strangers of different colors I w

All I have been doing is nothing but chasing after the wind If my heart doesn’t have a room left for you No. If my heart isn’t all for you All I have been striving is nothing but chasing after the wind If I pass all the days accomplishing my perfect plans But I wouldn’t even greet you How long will it be ‘til I see your face? How long will it be ‘til I hear your sweet sound? How long will it be ‘til I no longer look at myself but you only? How long will it be ‘til I stop playing my own clown? How long will it be ‘til I rest like the feather on your water? I am going nowhere Starting wherever I am All over again You are the only place to be When jewels are offered When tears are shed Where else am I gonna be, if it’s the only light within? You are the only place I want to be I tremble, I shiver, and I fall into the ground I dread, I stutter and I stumble along But I’ll go. I will go. I will go near to the throne of grace.

Sometimes I wish I could be who I haven't been I am so desperate to see things come true the way I want them to be I forget to look at what you already have for me Sometimes I am so tempted to leave But I cannot breathe elsewhere You know who I am after all Despite all my nagging feelings and desperation You simply said "I've got a whole lot of time for you". oh rest, baby. oh rest... the unchained melody In the midst of my worldly worries over trinkets You've got a whole lot of time for me. Life is beautiful with you no matter where I am You've got the grace sufficient for me to stay for whatever challenge it might be Life is beautiful with you no matter where I'll be You've got the courage enough for me to leave for our next dream. I'll be flying like a seagull along the wind