Of all the elements, what can one live without? Here is the order of elements, from what will impact us the most immediately to least urgent, when one of the them is absent : Air > Water > Earth > Fire Air: We die if we can't breathe air within three minutes. Water: We can only survive without water for three days. Earth: Earth grows food. Without food, we can only survive for a week. And earth is the ground we stand upon. Fire: Fire is the least needed element. We can live on raw food and water alone. However, life would seem to miss some sparks or flavors. Fire is the driving force and passion that ignites life. The order of the elements, from most to least, on my astrology chart is: Water > Fire > Earth > Air The element of air is zero. It makes me wonder what that signifies if the element is absent in me esoterically, if the air is so important for a living being. It reflects on my struggle with the suffocation and stagnancy I encounter in my life. The
Sometimes I feel like a cloud It appears solid but is formless in reality Forever drifting and never settling Sometimes I feel that I am not of this world I just observe others living their lives I want to float like a cloud being blown by the wind against the light blue canopy Light and free Leaving behind all of the worries and anxiety Nothing seems to matter anymore When I look at the gentleness above Every piece is unique Every bit is irreplaceable Like you and me
I am learning again that if I like something or someone I don't need to own it. If I see a beautiful rose, I don't need to pluck it off. Even though I got led on to believe that it belonged to me. I ignored my intuition because of the sweet, enticing words of little substance. I kept holding onto the thorns of the rose that wasn't mine even if my hands were bleeding. I kept going back to see the rose day after day watering it and keeping it company but only to find out that it was plucked away by someone else I never knew. I am grieving for the fond memories and hurting for the excuses, lies and distance. It stains my love and betrays my soul. It left a hollow and empty hole in my heart. The change of heart and the rejection is, in a way similar to the death of a person you once knew They are no more even though they are still phsyically alive in this world. But the distance between your hearts and souls are greater than heaven and hell. I am all alone again like
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