dreaming of you

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Numerous nights I dreamed of you
Yet I don’t dare to dream to ever get back to that place again
All the delight and wonder are kept in the darkest nights
I know that I don’t have much
But I’ve got something
Something to say
Even if there is no one to hear
I took a glimpse of another person passed by carrying your shadow
That same smile, same complexion, same gift and same dream
I can’t stop thinking of you
Yet you seem further than the star
I wonder how long this has to go on
Feeling so numb in a lifeless movie
I don’t need to pretend in my solitude
Being in a place in a wrong time with a wrong motive doesn’t do me any good
Loving someone in a wrong time with a wrong motive isn’t love at all
When will I start living for real?
With endless joy
Is it the time when I let go?

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