My opium
I never did drugs, but you became my opium, cocaine and heroin. I tried really hard to replace you with what money could buy. But I am about to relapse after more than one year of withdrawal upon seeing your blue eyes. I resisted seeing your face and hearing your voice and attempted to throw you into the dungeon. But you haunted me in my thoughts and dreams I still willingly listen to whatever you want to say. You aren't even a prince. You are merely a troll and jester. Yet, you still make me smile brighter than the sun. I fear that I still gravitate towards you. I fear that I might lose you again after getting used to your presence. I fear that all this talking is like grasping sand in the wind. But I love you. The only thing I know it is true. It is more than wanting to trap you. It is like a warm and long hug I have been wanting to give you with my soul and whole being. It is alright to love with boundaries. It is alright to love from a distance. It is alright to l