Bleu Neptune

You are absoulte Freedom. I am Absolute Love. Love has decided to let go of freedom. Even though I once read:  "Love is nothing without Freedom and Freedom is nowhere without Love." I once believed maybe we could be. But I can't make you see me. I can't make you love me. I can't not be me. I really had no intention of letting you in, if you didn't eagerly knocking on my door and persuaded me with your sweet words like finding a rare treasure. At one point you were even afraid of losing me. Little did I know, you went around the town knocking from door to door as you pleased. I have to shut the door as you came in and asked for the warmth of a lover but paid with a price of a friend. You never intended to stay.  Once I chose to love you against all odds, even though it cut me into pieces. The pain haunted me in my sleep. If I could choose this time I choose to set you free Let Freedom be Freedom And Love will be me It is better to be a stranger than more than a...

Sadly, this is the moment I know that I will love you till the day I die Even if you would never know it I decide to bury it deep in my heart despite you told me you loved me very much after a few cans of beer and asked me to join you to form a heart with our hands Because I know how much it hurt last time when I offered my heart entrusting you with it after you persuaded me to open it.  It ended up being tossed aside like a used rag despite it was gold Because I know that same smile might not be only for me Sometimes I imagine what it would be like if I met you in our youth.  Would you be willing to talk to me like now? Would you ask me out on a date? Or would you hurt me even more than you did? It is amazing that despite how many women you slept with, flirted with or talked to. You chose to call me, crack jokes, act silly, take me virtually to shop in supermarkets and watch all these videos and planes for hours and hours If this isn't love, then I don't know what love is at ...