I can only love as much as you love me. I can only mirror what you have given me.  It is protective to be transactional on the receiving end of the emotional unavailability.  I used to think it was a curse to be a Bermuda feeling lost in the ocean of everyone else's voices.  Now I know mirroring is my strength.  Mirroring is my protection.  I won't give more than what I receive.  I am the epitome of 3, 6, and 9, the key to the universe. I am a detector of anything sharp and harsh, and a symbol of harmony. I am the full moon shining bright in the darkness.