Bleu Neptune

Sometimes I feel like a cloud  It appears solid but is formless in reality Forever drifting and never settling Sometimes I feel that I am not of this world I just observe others living their lives  I want to float like a cloud being blown by the wind against the light blue canopy  Light and free Leaving behind all of the worries and anxiety Nothing seems to matter anymore When I look at the gentleness above Every piece is unique  Every bit is irreplaceable Like you and me

You are the light in the darkness of my soul.  You are me and I am you. Shine and nothing can dim the brightness. My love is more than lust, possession, and desire.  It's as wide as the universe, as deep as the ocean, a soul-to-soul connection. Love and you will never lose it.

Sometimes separation is necessary  in order to listen to that gentle inner voice, which is desperate to be heard to awaken the ego amidst the chaos and confusion to face and grieve the deepest pain that is hidden to be transformed into a butterfly from the cocoon to venture and err to live the highest version of true self

We're not meant to be And it's alright I suppose I just loved myself when I was in love with you It made me feel so alive  I got something to live for You were right all along  You are not who I thought you were I have no resentment but only gratitude for a lesson learned You didn't sign up for my fantasy  I was the moth flying into flame that wasn't mine Let's set each other free and find our own peace

Part of me died That part that wanted the genuine connection but ended up learning that it was all just a fantasy  I gave all of me  Every part of my authentic feeling I am holding onto that inner child in me that is utterly hurt That little girl wants to be loved as who she is...  There are no words to describe the horror and sorrow